Drink Drank Drunk...

i want to be even more drunk seriously!
Yet i am not..WTH! why? why?



i am tired..



當又一次美夢落空 回憶裏被愛
那股激動 天色好紅
溫柔好濃 在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼 讓彼此選擇 又不僅是尊重

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著 依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手 卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有 最永久

Writing Mood : EMO! haha..

Let me use Lyrics to represent me mood :( haha..

丁当-我爱他

他的情况留在
某一节车厢
地下铁里的风
比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾
是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾
又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀


OK..like over EMO..haha..well..
its over! WE ARE JUST FRIEND.. :)

Unwanted Truth

i found out what i always wanted to find out.. its like a pandora box, nobody know what is inside but once the box is open everything revealed. it might be good as well as it might be bad too...
the box is slightly open now. to me..i dont know whether its good or bad..well..it does not benefits me alot..coz when i know the truth..i am sad! sad becoz reality is just so cruel...but at the same time..consist of abit happy? coz i know... things are not forgotten yet!

time might be able to fade things away..its the matter of how long someone need! for me..i think forever? haha..well..i am waiting for someone to open my pandora box! haha.. :X

If i have the chance to choose again...

If i have the chance to choose again..
i would not want to be in this family..
i would not want to be a girl..
i would not want to live a boring life..
maybe i would learn to smoke, gamble, drink, join gang be an ah lian!
pon sch, never go home, point middle finger!
i would choose to be born in a rich family or an ANG MO family
i would study even harder than now!
I JUST SIMPLY HATE MY LIFE NOW! ITS GETTING EVEN MORE STUPID AND BORING!
ppl just cant understand how i feel... coming home its like cold and bored!
no laughter..nothing! what i can hear is parents complaining each other...
WHAT THE FUCK! :X
coming home is so torturing can! its like...FUCK WHY AM I HOME SO EARLY!
haiz....just don like DON LIKE!!!! IDIOT IDIOT!!!! ARGHHHHH....

This marks the end of Chapter 2009

Zooooooooom.....did you see 2009 just went pass!! gosh..tts fast..what have you done this year?
did you have fun? enjoy every single day of 2009? or just simply zoooooom pass 2009??

well..for me..i can say is..this year is really like..a year of drama! haha..many dramatic story happen to me! haha.. i think i can write a drama script!

Part One
My suzhou trip. Before writing this post, i was reading through my past posts. And i read this post about counting down on my suzhou trip which is before april? yah..haha and i mention that i hope to be more mature after the trip because going there is like..i have to depend many things on myself. however, i dont think i became mature like wise..i think i became more friendly? i don know..i only think that friends around me changed. oh! and one thing i must say changed my life is my friend around me! they change my life...haha now we just simply like to travel around singapore in the middle of the night. they are my suzhou clique...though this clique is like..giving me alot of problems but its a rare clique overrall..a clique which i think i can never have the second chance to have one again! haha...

Part Two
IPP. this attachment is really happening...super super happening! not only to me and also to my friends around me. I was attach to this company call kewill. and we are the pioneer batch. i remember the first day i was super excited to see or to know what is my job to be like. End up, it a helpdesk! quite sad, cause is not something i want but when days go pass its like! i really do enjoy it! the pantry auntie will cook nice dessert every wed and i do miss it though i don drink its everytime! haha... i miss the calls from our customers though sometimes they ask silly questions that really makes you -.-" haha.. i miss the journey from amk to my office and back home too. the seneries, the different ppl board the bus and alight the bus, the bus driver, the everything! gooossshhhh... just miss it super alot!

Part Three
Home. This year haha... no diff ! so nothing much to say..same! quarral lor! quarral quarral and quarral!!! haha...oh..and i have a new maid call linda! erm...she is a nice person..but! abit slow in learning new things...haiz..what to do?

Finally,
my new year resolutions...
WORK HARD WORK HARD!! PASSSSSS MY DIPLOMA...
AND I WANT TO GET INTO AN UNIVERSITY! GET A DEGREE...IN ENGINEERING? HAHA...AREOSPACE! HOPE SO...HAHA GO FOR MY TAIWAN TRIP! HOPE IS A FULFILL ONE!! AND YAH..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! AND ITS GONNA BE 21th YEARS OLD! WOOHOO... JIA YOU JY! BETTER FUTURE FOR YOU...LOVE LOVE!

BYE..SEE YAH NEXT YEAR!