one more day

one more day i will be flying to china suzhou
i don know what is my feeling now?
am i excited or 依依不舍...
to be honest, i cant wait to go
really... cant wait to leave this house
whats wrong with this family
why my mum and my dad like that
trying not to hate them
but seriously...i hate them..
i hate not becoz i want to
i hate them becoz their action, their speech
they way they act as a parents
they fail to reach my expectation
as a parents...in my mind...

however...this is myfate..
it's destined that they will be my parents
therefore...i have to live with it
i understand... i hate them its becoz i cherish them
i wish that they will know this point
and make life easier...
i hope that this one month absent at home
they can reflect on themselve...

this goes the same to my brother
his attitude change after going to JC
i don know is it stress in school or what
i just wish to let him know that
i can always listen...but just please
brother don show this kind of sucky
attitude at home...this really spoil mood
and please take care of papa mummy when
i am not at home make sure they don quarrel
anything talk nicely don need to be loud okie...
and try to spend more time outside your room...
today mother just tell me that she almost forgotten
that she has a son sleeping in that room..
this is really sad hearing this and me too...
i almost forgotten i have a brother...
its time for u to grow up
understand?? finally..
PLEASE DO WASH MY HAMSTERS AND CHECK THEIR FOOD AND WATER!
THANKS....

counting down

2 more weeks to suzhou!!
the temperature is cooling there...
cant wait!!!! :) don miss me yeah