better in time

Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will.........

pain

it just hurt so much ..

失落沙洲

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留
下我迂回的徘徊我不
是一定要你回来只是
当又把回忆翻开除了
你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

爱多少早知道

早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉
是否我会更好
早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉着你我爱的距离忽大忽小
也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少

What Should i Do?

what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do???????

heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain

feel like crying but i cant bring myself to cry!!!!
WHY???????
SUCK...the tears like stuck there don want to come out!
WHY????
but i feel so damn upset!! VERY UPSET!!!!
WHY???
shit.......feel so horrible now by this kind of feelings...sian!!

MEL...updated!

well well..where should i start?
lets start with my IPP.
my job scoop is to pick up phone calls
the calls car mainly from the logistic company
when they have to import or export goods
they have to submit permit to custom
and they have to use this software design by my company
and this software somethings will prompt error
so when ppl is a noob to computers software
they will call in to this software provider
and thats us....so we have to solve this error for them

and during this period of time
many things happen during this i can say
things happen in friendship, family
my parent relationship is like a big ship going to shink in a big ocean
and mayb i am just a small fishing sanpan going pass the ship
trying to rescue but my strength is too small...
disappointed i can say... really sad
they are already living in this world for so long
and they still stay in those dinosuar era
so childish !! i think i am so much mature than them can..
well..i cant comment so much! its adult affair what can i say?
but why my mum keep wanting me to interfer? don you think its unfair?
wat i can say is... when time to say good bye...so be it! its fate...

lets talk about fishball birthday celebration
so happy for her.. her life is so much beautiful now
she found a nice guy who willing to take care of her
pamper her, dots her do anything for her...
CONGRATE FISHBALL!!! cherish it orh...

met melvina finally!!
miss her deep deep la...
planning to have another dinner tgt
WHEN WHEN???
and also CONGRAT her...got a new job.
workhard yeah? love ya....

ok! this is the end of this session..
will continue ok? well..actually there is more to say
but...i choose to say it instead of typing it here
haha... BYE! have a nice day...