one more day

one more day i will be flying to china suzhou
i don know what is my feeling now?
am i excited or 依依不舍...
to be honest, i cant wait to go
really... cant wait to leave this house
whats wrong with this family
why my mum and my dad like that
trying not to hate them
but seriously...i hate them..
i hate not becoz i want to
i hate them becoz their action, their speech
they way they act as a parents
they fail to reach my expectation
as a parents...in my mind...

however...this is myfate..
it's destined that they will be my parents
therefore...i have to live with it
i understand... i hate them its becoz i cherish them
i wish that they will know this point
and make life easier...
i hope that this one month absent at home
they can reflect on themselve...

this goes the same to my brother
his attitude change after going to JC
i don know is it stress in school or what
i just wish to let him know that
i can always listen...but just please
brother don show this kind of sucky
attitude at home...this really spoil mood
and please take care of papa mummy when
i am not at home make sure they don quarrel
anything talk nicely don need to be loud okie...
and try to spend more time outside your room...
today mother just tell me that she almost forgotten
that she has a son sleeping in that room..
this is really sad hearing this and me too...
i almost forgotten i have a brother...
its time for u to grow up
understand?? finally..
PLEASE DO WASH MY HAMSTERS AND CHECK THEIR FOOD AND WATER!
THANKS....

counting down

2 more weeks to suzhou!!
the temperature is cooling there...
cant wait!!!! :) don miss me yeah

this is how i feel now...listen

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
安静的 但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白
你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
安静的 但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白
你默默的爱

erm...understand the lyric?

why why why!

why am i stupid and dam dam like a fool
why am i so careless so irritating so clamsy!
why am i so stupid till hopeless!!!
Why Why....small thing also cannot do well!!! i hate it!!!!

final year project~

second day of my final year project
gosh damn boring...cant wait to go suzhou!
everyday 830am to 600pm...
who can ta han!!! worst is my lecture
Mr Scott Jones...didnt brift much about the project
telling us to find out more ourself....HOW???
and one of our team mate went Bintan for 1 week!!
second day only!! and can imagine how boring it is!!
Kill Me!!!! haha.....tired man... more tiring den school
everyday need to system punch in and out on time..
if not u will consider late or sign off early!! WTH.........
FYPJ is so .... .... ..... ...... haha!!!! irritating....
this sat meeting mel again... hooray!
Raymond Lam, Xiao Zhu...i am coming!!