THIS IS HOW I FEEL...

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

Leona Lewis -Happy

who can save me...

I will remember!

even i did something wrong or say something wrong!
she have NO right to Slap me...
and by right..i didnt do anything WRONG or SAY anything wrong!
and WHAT...i apologised! WTF..SHE SLAPPED ME!!!
and point right at my face scolding CCB!!! WTH..
those words coming out from her mouth is like knife cutting into my flesh!
WHAT THE FKKKK!!!! i will remember every slap she given me..i swear!
SWEAR!!! ARGGHHH...FCUK!!!! dammmm assss..
thanks to her..RIGHT..thanks to her... i can see a point that i am able to RESPECT her!
SUCK!!! like who would want this kind of feelingssss...
u can say i am "bu xiao shun" will..u all just being looking at the surface!
everyday she being complaining how much she had contribute
but have she ever think that like we didnt contribute AT ALL!
always thinking at her side of view..just been SELFISH!
so what she fulfilled out physical needs? SO WHAT!
the hurt she bring to us..is like..NEVER ENDING!! FUCK.
never ever one day...she can shut her mouth up and listen to
how others feel!! NEVER!!! she is always right...NEVER wrong! NEVER..
even wrong is wont admit it... WONT.. hate it to the deepest..HATE!!

Post Hong Kong Trip...

well..i am back...

hong kong is really a nice place...

life there is so much happening there

i can say that...actually singapore is quite boring..

maybe cause i stay here too long...

maybe i shall move to somewhere someday...

haha...

i will visit hong kong again..

but i hope the next time i go

i shall go with my friends!!!!

haha...

anw..i didnt do much shopping..

spend more time travelling..

and somemore..i didnt bring my own money

so...ya...if i didnt buy anything for any of u..

PLEASE FORGIVE ME..haha..i will buy things for u guys

on my next trip okok..haha..

will upload more...yeah..haha

hong kong i am coming!

woohoo...
one more week!! hongkong..
well well..don know why!
stomach don feel well this few days..
but still ok..its wont affect my mood!!

What a holiday!

bored to the deepest!!

life continue normally..

though bad things went off

GOOD things not yet arrive..

i am still awaiting haha..

And time passes real fast!

its 2 more months 2009 is going into history

and a new year arrive

and it also a new chapter of life begin

reading back what had happen in 2009

i can say HAPPENING!

First FYP in suzhou then IPP

all the friends i made this year

come and go...but they left the deepest footprint

Wah..i say till like today is the last day of 2009

there all more to say...haha..wait till the last day

i will type all the good and bad things happen this year!

woohoo...

This is a really touching video! please watch...