Me Myself and I

就想賴著妳

2010-02-21T14:23:00.003+08:00

Nice show! erm..maybe i bais la..coz i like ELLA haha..
but i like! yah..and yah..nice show..so intro u all to watch! haha.. :)

FA XIE AR!!!! haha..

2010-02-05T01:00:00.003+08:00

I still prefer blogging then tweeting! haha..
:X this doesnt mean i have a twitter! haha..
coz blog can write many many thingsssss haha..

well..i begin to realise that i do not need you to be in my life anymore
whether did u msg me today or tml..it doesnt matter to me anymore
its like why should i bother so much when it doesnt seems to be important to you at all?
right right?? so! who are you?

come on!!
u are just someone who only know how to piss me off only..
i don care if u happen to read this post! anot..

in conclusion...YOU SUCK!
u have no right to ruin the friendship i gave you!
ruin the trust i gave you...
its ur lose of not treasuring it well... ok? such a total loser!
just so disappointing!

i am not being sarcastic la...
but ya..you are such an ass! haha...

woshhh...feel so much better!! haha... :)

Meaningful Phrase..

2010-02-01T13:19:00.006+08:00

Some phrase i think its very meaningful...haha :

From 下一站，幸福:

离开以后我并没有气你恨你
不增埋怨你误会我我只有气我自己
因为有很多话到了分开以后才后悔
为什么我从来没说出口

From 就想賴著妳:

东西有没有那个价值就要看拥有它的那个人
懂不懂得珍惜它在乎它
人也一样

From 海派天心：

喜欢和爱的差别喜欢是可以很多人爱就只可以一个人

From 梁文音哭過就好了MV :

我从来都不说不
不是因为我愿意
是因为我爱你

我从来都不生气
不是因为我没有脾气
是因为我爱你

我从来都不哭
不是因为我没有眼泪
是因为我爱你

Drink Drank Drunk...

2010-01-31T14:18:00.003+08:00

i want to be even more drunk seriously!
Yet i am not..WTH! why? why?

i am tired..

當又一次美夢落空回憶裏被愛
那股激動天色好紅
溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼讓彼此選擇又不僅是尊重

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

Writing Mood : EMO! haha..

2010-01-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

Let me use Lyrics to represent me mood :( haha..

丁当-我爱他

他的情况留在
某一节车厢
地下铁里的风
比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾
是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾
又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

OK..like over EMO..haha..well..
its over! WE ARE JUST FRIEND.. :)

Unwanted Truth

2010-01-24T17:54:00.006+08:00

i found out what i always wanted to find out.. its like a pandora box, nobody know what is inside but once the box is open everything revealed. it might be good as well as it might be bad too...
the box is slightly open now. to me..i dont know whether its good or bad..well..it does not benefits me alot..coz when i know the truth..i am sad! sad becoz reality is just so cruel...but at the same time..consist of abit happy? coz i know... things are not forgotten yet!

time might be able to fade things away..its the matter of how long someone need! for me..i think forever? haha..well..i am waiting for someone to open my pandora box! haha.. :X

If i have the chance to choose again...

2010-01-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

If i have the chance to choose again..
i would not want to be in this family..
i would not want to be a girl..
i would not want to live a boring life..
maybe i would learn to smoke, gamble, drink, join gang be an ah lian!
pon sch, never go home, point middle finger!
i would choose to be born in a rich family or an ANG MO family
i would study even harder than now!
I JUST SIMPLY HATE MY LIFE NOW! ITS GETTING EVEN MORE STUPID AND BORING!
ppl just cant understand how i feel... coming home its like cold and bored!
no laughter..nothing! what i can hear is parents complaining each other...
WHAT THE FUCK! :X
coming home is so torturing can! its like...FUCK WHY AM I HOME SO EARLY!
haiz....just don like DON LIKE!!!! IDIOT IDIOT!!!! ARGHHHHH....

This marks the end of Chapter 2009

2009-12-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

Zooooooooom.....did you see 2009 just went pass!! gosh..tts fast..what have you done this year?
did you have fun? enjoy every single day of 2009? or just simply zoooooom pass 2009??

well..for me..i can say is..this year is really like..a year of drama! haha..many dramatic story happen to me! haha.. i think i can write a drama script!

Part One
My suzhou trip. Before writing this post, i was reading through my past posts. And i read this post about counting down on my suzhou trip which is before april? yah..haha and i mention that i hope to be more mature after the trip because going there is like..i have to depend many things on myself. however, i dont think i became mature like wise..i think i became more friendly? i don know..i only think that friends around me changed. oh! and one thing i must say changed my life is my friend around me! they change my life...haha now we just simply like to travel around singapore in the middle of the night. they are my suzhou clique...though this clique is like..giving me alot of problems but its a rare clique overrall..a clique which i think i can never have the second chance to have one again! haha...

Part Two
IPP. this attachment is really happening...super super happening! not only to me and also to my friends around me. I was attach to this company call kewill. and we are the pioneer batch. i remember the first day i was super excited to see or to know what is my job to be like. End up, it a helpdesk! quite sad, cause is not something i want but when days go pass its like! i really do enjoy it! the pantry auntie will cook nice dessert every wed and i do miss it though i don drink its everytime! haha... i miss the calls from our customers though sometimes they ask silly questions that really makes you -.-" haha.. i miss the journey from amk to my office and back home too. the seneries, the different ppl board the bus and alight the bus, the bus driver, the everything! gooossshhhh... just miss it super alot!

Part Three
Home. This year haha... no diff ! so nothing much to say..same! quarral lor! quarral quarral and quarral!!! haha...oh..and i have a new maid call linda! erm...she is a nice person..but! abit slow in learning new things...haiz..what to do?

Finally,
my new year resolutions...
WORK HARD WORK HARD!! PASSSSSS MY DIPLOMA...
AND I WANT TO GET INTO AN UNIVERSITY! GET A DEGREE...IN ENGINEERING? HAHA...AREOSPACE! HOPE SO...HAHA GO FOR MY TAIWAN TRIP! HOPE IS A FULFILL ONE!! AND YAH..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! AND ITS GONNA BE 21th YEARS OLD! WOOHOO... JIA YOU JY! BETTER FUTURE FOR YOU...LOVE LOVE!

BYE..SEE YAH NEXT YEAR!

How Do You Feel..

2009-12-27T16:13:00.002+08:00

How do you feel when your parents going overseas next day?
Sad ? Happy ? Well for me is...HOORAY!! peace and quiet at home..woohooooooo!!
How do you feel when your parents coming back the next day?
Happy right? haha..Well for me is...WHAT!! thats fast...WHY? OMG!!!
you must be thinking..WAH so evil sia..parents go overseas you should be sad right? then when they are coming back..you should be happy ma..but why you opposite de?

Reason: Today is the first day they come back..you know what? QUERRAL! FUCK...

She everyday mention that this house will be demage by my dad because he is not hardworking enough to give us a better life..

But what i can say from my point of view is that this house will just turn cold each day due to her demanding attitude. Ya..i can understand she really works VERY VERY hard for this house..she contribute alot. But.. she want something back. Ya..i know from us ma..but i though that love from parents do not ask for repayment? i do know that our job as their children is to take care of them when they are old. i know i really do know..only that i do not have the ability now right? fuck..how i wish i can earn my own money now! She thinks that she did a good job as a mother? i doubt...what i learn about attitude and my character..i have nothing in my soul that is the same as her...NOTHING! i dont scold my maid? i dont shout at ppl? i dont ask for more than what ppl can give me? i dont anyhow throwt temper? fuck..i just simply unlike her.. where the hell i come from? i think i am too kind :X

i know i cant blame you know..i just cant help it but to blame..blame fate to bring me to her..blame myself to choose to be here..BLAME!! fuck..

ALREADY GONE...

2009-12-19T11:11:00.001+08:00

WHAT A MEANINGFUL LYRIC...

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

I FORGOT MY BFF!!

2009-12-14T01:31:00.001+08:00

MEL!! how can i forgot to thankssss her!!!!

thanks for her wonderful present...THANKSSSS

love yah...muakzzz!

My 20th Birthday..

2009-12-12T15:21:00.002+08:00

Wanna thanksssss.
thanks Eileen for the surprise and the accompany on my birthday.
thanks Weiqi for the Card, she came here purposely to drop the card and for everything too.
thanks Stanley for coming to the surprise and the help on the coding.. haha
thanks Loke for the helpfulness.. he really can help yo!
thanks Weihao for the passion of taking nice picturessss..
thanks Maggie for the great hugggsss..
thanks SJ for the wonderful present..aprreciate it!
thanks kenneth for coming..it really great of him!
thanks Singnee for coming although she like abit tired ! haha..
thanks Sean for coming too and ya...thanks...
thanks WeiSiong for the passionate attitude! haha..
thanks Desmond Bro..for taking care of me!
thanks Fishball..FISHBALL..thanksssss..100000thanksss
thanks ShuZhen and JinShan..for the wonderful dinnerrrr and and laughter!
thanks Edmund..thanks for coming..he is always there..:) MOON!
thanks Eugene..thanks for the blur blur look he has..
thanks Daniel..he watched new moon but still watch again! haha..
thanks my Brother..for everything!! EVERYTHING..
thanks my parentsss for letting me coming to this world fill with lovesssss..
although they quarral really fierce on my birthday..and lucky i am not at home!
BUT..still have to thankss them! THANKSSSS.. -.-

my wishes are:
1. i can find my path after graduated
2. i wish i can have the chance to leave this place..
3. i wish everyone around can stay healthy and happy..haha

i wont want to wish my parents stop quarraling..coz i know this will nv happen! NV...

THIS IS HOW I FEEL...

2009-12-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

Leona Lewis -Happy

who can save me...

I will remember!

2009-11-22T17:41:00.003+08:00

even i did something wrong or say something wrong!
she have NO right to Slap me...
and by right..i didnt do anything WRONG or SAY anything wrong!
and WHAT...i apologised! WTF..SHE SLAPPED ME!!!
and point right at my face scolding CCB!!! WTH..
those words coming out from her mouth is like knife cutting into my flesh!
WHAT THE FKKKK!!!! i will remember every slap she given me..i swear!
SWEAR!!! ARGGHHH...FCUK!!!! dammmm assss..
thanks to her..RIGHT..thanks to her... i can see a point that i am able to RESPECT her!
SUCK!!! like who would want this kind of feelingssss...
u can say i am "bu xiao shun" will..u all just being looking at the surface!
everyday she being complaining how much she had contribute
but have she ever think that like we didnt contribute AT ALL!
always thinking at her side of view..just been SELFISH!
so what she fulfilled out physical needs? SO WHAT!
the hurt she bring to us..is like..NEVER ENDING!! FUCK.
never ever one day...she can shut her mouth up and listen to
how others feel!! NEVER!!! she is always right...NEVER wrong! NEVER..
even wrong is wont admit it... WONT.. hate it to the deepest..HATE!!

Post Hong Kong Trip...

2009-10-18T12:58:00.009+08:00

well..i am back...

hong kong is really a nice place...

life there is so much happening there

i can say that...actually singapore is quite boring..

maybe cause i stay here too long...

maybe i shall move to somewhere someday...

haha...

i will visit hong kong again..

but i hope the next time i go

i shall go with my friends!!!!

haha...

anw..i didnt do much shopping..

spend more time travelling..

and somemore..i didnt bring my own money

so...ya...if i didnt buy anything for any of u..

PLEASE FORGIVE ME..haha..i will buy things for u guys

on my next trip okok..haha..

will upload more...yeah..haha

hong kong i am coming!

2009-10-01T22:25:00.004+08:00

woohoo...
one more week!! hongkong..
well well..don know why!
stomach don feel well this few days..
but still ok..its wont affect my mood!!

What a holiday!

2009-09-26T13:32:00.004+08:00

bored to the deepest!!

life continue normally..

though bad things went off

GOOD things not yet arrive..

i am still awaiting haha..

And time passes real fast!

its 2 more months 2009 is going into history

and a new year arrive

and it also a new chapter of life begin

reading back what had happen in 2009

i can say HAPPENING!

First FYP in suzhou then IPP

all the friends i made this year

come and go...but they left the deepest footprint

Wah..i say till like today is the last day of 2009

there all more to say...haha..wait till the last day

i will type all the good and bad things happen this year!

woohoo...

This is a really touching video! please watch...

better in time

2009-08-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will.........

pain

2009-08-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

it just hurt so much ..

失落沙洲

2009-08-19T22:15:00.001+08:00

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留
下我迂回的徘徊我不
是一定要你回来只是
当又把回忆翻开除了
你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

爱多少早知道

2009-08-17T16:22:00.001+08:00

早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉
是否我会更好
早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉着你我爱的距离忽大忽小
也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少

What Should i Do?

2009-08-14T09:55:00.002+08:00

what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do???????

heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain
heart pain

feel like crying but i cant bring myself to cry!!!!
WHY???????
SUCK...the tears like stuck there don want to come out!
WHY????
but i feel so damn upset!! VERY UPSET!!!!
WHY???
shit.......feel so horrible now by this kind of feelings...sian!!

MEL...updated!

2009-08-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

well well..where should i start?
lets start with my IPP.
my job scoop is to pick up phone calls
the calls car mainly from the logistic company
when they have to import or export goods
they have to submit permit to custom
and they have to use this software design by my company
and this software somethings will prompt error
so when ppl is a noob to computers software
they will call in to this software provider
and thats us....so we have to solve this error for them

and during this period of time
many things happen during this i can say
things happen in friendship, family
my parent relationship is like a big ship going to shink in a big ocean
and mayb i am just a small fishing sanpan going pass the ship
trying to rescue but my strength is too small...
disappointed i can say... really sad
they are already living in this world for so long
and they still stay in those dinosuar era
so childish !! i think i am so much mature than them can..
well..i cant comment so much! its adult affair what can i say?
but why my mum keep wanting me to interfer? don you think its unfair?
wat i can say is... when time to say good bye...so be it! its fate...

lets talk about fishball birthday celebration
so happy for her.. her life is so much beautiful now
she found a nice guy who willing to take care of her
pamper her, dots her do anything for her...
CONGRATE FISHBALL!!! cherish it orh...

met melvina finally!!
miss her deep deep la...
planning to have another dinner tgt
WHEN WHEN???
and also CONGRAT her...got a new job.
workhard yeah? love ya....

ok! this is the end of this session..
will continue ok? well..actually there is more to say
but...i choose to say it instead of typing it here
haha... BYE! have a nice day...

I AM BACK!!

2009-05-16T18:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, i am back to where i belong
SO UNWILLINGLY!!!!
hate to be here...seriously..
the life in Suzhou is the best
but too bad...good time always end fast
these 26 days, i learn a lot...
i learn about friendship~
getting to know many people
i learnt to bargain
i learnt to keep myself healthy
i learnt to be independent
but, sad to say
i have not learn how to cherish
and to have to end the trip
cherish the moment
only at the less day..
we get to fly a kite
we get to bond with people who
we don tok to during the first day
we get to buy fireworks together (WEEEEE)
we get to put fireworks together
we get to go heart to heart talk every night
how do we get a chance to do a heart to heart talk
session in singapore!!! HOW????
its seriously impossible....
holding our pillows sitting on the bed
watching some kind of artistic movie together
in the middle of the night...
HOW can we find time to do this in singapore??
I am who i am in Suzhou ... thats the real me
but back in singapore.. i begin to hide the real me
just the first day in singapore, my mum irritate me..
and now i realise, i have to listen to her naggings and
haolianing of her so call BOYFRIENDS!!! and
telling me she don "love" my dad anymore..
I DON WAN TO LISTEN TO ALL THESE~~~
i wan back my suzhou life seriously...
i hate staying at home...its SUCK!!!!
suck to the deepest part of earth...
SUCK SUCK SUCK...unlimited SUCK to describe
this morning my brother ask me
"how still use to ur bed? " den i was like
am i now in singapore??? oh SHIT... i am back SUCK!
i tout i was like dreaming...but i am not!!! ( how i wish i am)
those days in Suzhou is like a dream..
a dream that i HAVE to wake up unwillingly
i am so unwilling to come back sg yet
Ok! in suzhou i seriouly misses my toilet and bed
but now back here i realise i miss more thingy there
i miss the food , the weather, the freedom , shou zua bing
the cheap price there and most importantly
the CLIQUE!!!!!!! we spend like so much time tgt
even after room check, we still have a heart to heart session
before going into our lalaland!! now... i have htht myself lor..
our friendship will NEVER end..NEVER can it end
it will always extend till we even lying in the cofin!!
yeah! AND finally a big thanks to all people in Suzhou
i really do have a lot of fun...the most fun i even have in my life
:)

one more day

2009-04-18T13:51:00.004+08:00

one more day i will be flying to china suzhou
i don know what is my feeling now?
am i excited or 依依不舍...
to be honest, i cant wait to go
really... cant wait to leave this house
whats wrong with this family
why my mum and my dad like that
trying not to hate them
but seriously...i hate them..
i hate not becoz i want to
i hate them becoz their action, their speech
they way they act as a parents
they fail to reach my expectation
as a parents...in my mind...

however...this is myfate..
it's destined that they will be my parents
therefore...i have to live with it
i understand... i hate them its becoz i cherish them
i wish that they will know this point
and make life easier...
i hope that this one month absent at home
they can reflect on themselve...

this goes the same to my brother
his attitude change after going to JC
i don know is it stress in school or what
i just wish to let him know that
i can always listen...but just please
brother don show this kind of sucky
attitude at home...this really spoil mood
and please take care of papa mummy when
i am not at home make sure they don quarrel
anything talk nicely don need to be loud okie...
and try to spend more time outside your room...
today mother just tell me that she almost forgotten
that she has a son sleeping in that room..
this is really sad hearing this and me too...
i almost forgotten i have a brother...
its time for u to grow up
understand?? finally..
PLEASE DO WASH MY HAMSTERS AND CHECK THEIR FOOD AND WATER!
THANKS....

counting down

2009-04-06T00:00:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to suzhou!!
the temperature is cooling there...
cant wait!!!! :) don miss me yeah

this is how i feel now...listen

2009-03-21T15:35:00.006+08:00

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

erm...understand the lyric?

why why why!

2009-03-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

why am i stupid and dam dam like a fool
why am i so careless so irritating so clamsy!
why am i so stupid till hopeless!!!
Why Why....small thing also cannot do well!!! i hate it!!!!

final year project~

2009-03-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

second day of my final year project
gosh damn boring...cant wait to go suzhou!
everyday 830am to 600pm...
who can ta han!!! worst is my lecture
Mr Scott Jones...didnt brift much about the project
telling us to find out more ourself....HOW???
and one of our team mate went Bintan for 1 week!!
second day only!! and can imagine how boring it is!!
Kill Me!!!! haha.....tired man... more tiring den school
everyday need to system punch in and out on time..
if not u will consider late or sign off early!! WTH.........
FYPJ is so .... .... ..... ...... haha!!!! irritating....
this sat meeting mel again... hooray!
Raymond Lam, Xiao Zhu...i am coming!!

post project feelings

2009-02-07T00:53:00.004+08:00

i can say that i am very glad that my projects are all over...
my team mates and i sacrifiy our sleep to rush the project
while other sleeping like a PIG! We only spend like 30mins
resting our eyes...then pack our bag and rush to sch for
presentation... we didnt did very well for the presentation
there are some errors...however...i know we did our best
we put in all our efforts and hardwork into this project
not like other... we are very thankful those who help us
through this whole project journey...they suppose
to have their own project to rush.. but they bother to help
come all the way to my house and accompany us all the
way through the night and help us to solve all the errors while
other sleeping like a PIG! after this project, i realise no matter
something how long you spend replenishing your sleep, you
will still feel tired... however .. i believe that soon i will miss the
feeling when everyone doing the project together....
tough but i enjoy the moment when you see your
hardwork laboured out successfully... it kind of
man zhu gan...like a mother gave birth to a healthy baby..
well..now we are preparing for exams...and soon..year 3 is starting
classmate might be separated... i really hope our friendship will
be ever lasting... good luck for your exams guys!

Happy MOOO Year!!!

2009-01-28T23:59:00.004+08:00

today chu shan so late then blog
erm....let start from cu xi
on the eve, my da gu family came
my house for dinner
quite fun i can say
on the cu yi we went bai nian
collected quite a number of
hong bao.....got at least above 150 bah:)
then on the cu er ...
all my cousins come
also quite fun..coz can play with the kids
then today went to weiqi's house to have steamboat
quite fun too....before that went for a meeting
interview lar...for the suzhou trip
if everything settled
i might be leaving for suzhou on april
for 1 month bah
hope i can become more mature when i come back
a brand new JY!!haha.....
well..i will stop here...
happy chinese new year!!
GOOD HEALTH!!

touching

2009-01-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it ok

There's always some reason to feel not good enough

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction oh beautiful release

Memories seep from my veins

They may be empty and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel fly away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room,

and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of an Angel;

may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn

There's vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies

That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference, escaping one last time

It's easier to believe

In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness

That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel far away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room,

and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

31-12-2008

2008-12-31T22:52:00.002+08:00

the last day of 2008
time really flies
its like yesterday i just
blog about the last day of 2007
well... if time stop then
human will never learn
how to live and never grow
like me see
what did i do in 2008

these are my thought for year 2008

first, i realise i really not suitable
studying in this course
but i will still work hard
because i am half way through

second, i realise the truth
side of human beings

third, when you see things like this
and hope that it works like your way
but it never works

forth, something when its not yours
means it not yours

fifth, i only have one life
so i want to live to the fullest
after my diploma
i want to fight for my dream
when one day my dream come true
you will know how hard i work for it

what happened this year

first, earthquake in sichun

second, olympics

third, economic crisis

what happen at home

first, quarrel

second, maid went home
might not be coming back

third, still quarrel

well...lets hope for a better year ahead

i wish that all my dreams can come true

my parent NEVER quarrel again

my brother work hard for his future

all the people i know and i love will be happy and healthy

jia you!!!

gonna go....HAPPY NEW YEAR
see you next year! good night...

lyric very meaningful

2008-12-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

人群中哭著你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了你已經決定了
你靜靜忍著緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則不是你的選擇
於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪盪跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了然後才後悔著

你值得真正的快樂你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢能不能就讓
悲傷全部結束在此刻重新開始活著

i think this lyric really very meaningful
to people who deserve to be happy
but because of some things happened
and become someone who is happy
in the outside but crying in the inside
"你值得真正的快樂你應該脫下你穿的保護色"

pissed with my life

2008-12-22T23:05:00.007+08:00

went to malaysia KL last weekend
by jetstar flight, $200 per pax
so expensive
its a last min dicision
my mum want to visit my aunt there
who is pretty sick
well... i can say that its a nice trip
although my mum never the less
shout at me or schold me
but i "REN" "REN""REN"

we stay in my 'yi zhang' sis house
i call her gugu
she stay with all her siblings
so her house hav many people
the people there are nice
althougt they stay in KL
the capital of malaysia
but they stay at the outside
of the city

they all farmers
every early in the morning the male
will go to the farm to pick up
the vegetable then the female
will sell the vegetable which were
prepapred yesterday in the market
the kid at home will help to pack the vegetable
this is the streagth when
the whole family work together

the family never travel to other country before
not even the KL airport
so i think i am very fortunate to stay in singapore
they everyday do the same things
even on the public holiday, the kid help
daily after school without any complains
(my mum always use this to compare with me
keep saying how useless am i...its sad and hurt)
BUT they are HAPPY i can see

in singapore, i can sleep till super late
use computer use facebook
have the latest ipod, PSP
but i think i am not as happy as they are
is not that i am not satisfy
is because they work so hard
their parents will praise them
talk to them nicely
their house always filled with laughter

my house is always cold and quite
especially at night
WHY?? is because we stay in the city
i dont think so
i think is because we are greedy
we are not satisfy at all
went to see my aunt
the house she stay is like
i only can say
"its not even for a human to stay"
to describe....

it is sad and disgrace of me
really....i need to work harder
real hard i wan to prove to my mum
i will success i will!!
in the end there is something i want say
nothing is enough
nothing is fair WHY!!!!
why why why......

is this faith
can i change my faith
CAN???? :(

my mum dont allow me to bring cam
so....

Picturezzzz

2008-12-13T13:58:00.003+08:00

my face a bit weird haha.

the two hamster

Happy 19th Birthday To JY

2008-12-11T23:41:00.001+08:00

19th year of my life
how many more years
i need to success
to achieve
to dream come true???
how many more time
i have?? to have how many
more years???

today is my birthday
as usual i make birthday wishes
1. i wish my parents everyday happy and
nv quarral again
2. i wish everyone around me who i know
or who i going to know always happy
3. i wish.....i keep to myself!
a new life begin
so i have to be more mature
very mature

anyway thanks alot to
- those who message me
and willing to give
singtel,M1 or starhub the 5cents
just for me ~~~
- my family they bought me
a blakeforest from Han's..
- my classmate 07 who celebrate
my birthday in mac and bought me
cupcakes and 2 little hamster
- MEL... who send me a lovely card, lovely
message and blog on her blog... write on
her hand somemore... so touch!!
ink ... difficult to wash..
- FISHBALL who always by my side
FISHBALL jia you!!
- those who forgot my birthday
nvm coz i will always remember
U forgot my birthday
- lastly.........:)

(will upload some piczzzz soon)

youuuhooo

2008-11-23T00:12:00.006+08:00

youuuuhooo how are you?
well well ...
first of all i want to
congrat MyolieWu got the
most fashoinable artist award
in tvb's award show 2008
woohoo!!!!

pretty hor? i like the tuxedo!
next thing that i wan to update is
i finally get my ipod nano chromatic
my mum buy me as a birthday present

guess wat colour i bought? haha
and last thing is that
MINA is going HOME!!:(

school openED

2008-10-19T13:51:00.002+08:00

this is the first week of school
i can say that it is really tiring
although time passed real fast
in this semester i have night class
school starts from 1 to 830
on monday
tiring horx
but no choice this is life
just like yesterday
i suddenly feel like
"hao lian" my maths result to my bro
so i took out a box
inside the box
i kept the important books that i have
and i saw a very interesting book
i took out
its a book that me and my best friend
use to have
its like a diary
some things that we don dare
to say face to face
we will write it in the book
i opened and read it
i realised that
the things we wrote
i don understand
i try to recall
but i only can remember some
at that moment
my thoughts are
"memories are unique
every moment in life
never repeat
never we can go back to amend
the mistake we did
what we can do is to look forward
use our courage to amend the regrets we have"
i miss the secondary school life
miss the locker
miss the tables and chairs
miss the field
miss the basketball court
miss the hall
miss the teachers
miss my classmates
miss the time we spend together
but all this are all memories
or i will keep the book for 10 years
i kept it from 2004
so i will pass the book to her
at 2014
then she will keep it for another 10 years
at 2024
we meet out with the book
and will read it together
by the time
we shall decide what we should do to the book
burn it?
buried it?
tear it?
or eat it?haha...
oh i counted
we will be 36 by then:)

Happy 21th Anniversery!!

2008-10-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 21th Anniversery to my parents!!
actually thinking to buy some things to celebrate this
special moment that happen 21 years ago
i asked my brother for his opinion
he says... why bother bout 21th anniversery
its only the 21th years
i don really understand what he means at first
then he says..
wait till their 30th anniversery
we shall treat the to Paris trip
and now i was thinking
YA! there is lots more 21 years waiting
for them to spend together
maybe on the 30th anniversery
we treat them to Paris
then on the 40th anniversery
we treat them to Italy
then on the 50th anniversery
we treat them to Spain
by the time
when their hair turn white together
they had visit the whole Europe
or mayb we can treat them every year
then when they finish visiting the whole Europe
they shall visit America then New Zealand and more
they shall visit the whole earth together
i think too much??
but i really wish that they can spend
their life together
from black hair to white hair to no hair
haha:)

funny...

2008-10-06T13:56:00.003+08:00

fustrating

2008-10-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

ERGH!!!
don know when are they going to stop this business
this business one day nv stop
our house one day no peace
its not that i want to comment a lot
but this is the fact that
everything is different now
in the past
this business is so small
that my parents earned just enough to spend
for our expense
yet, we are happy
every weekend we travel round Singapore
to look for nice food
but now maybe now the business getting bigger
more responsibility now
the laughter in our house
is slowly disappearing
and more tears and anger appeared
this is not what i want
whenever my mum complain to me
how tired is she working together
with my dad
i know its time for me to grow up
its time for me to think of my future
i want to earn enough money to support
this family so that they can end this business ASAP!
i want back my life in the past
only laughter no tears
i also can see that now my dad
is getting old and also getting tired
what ever he do, he never get complement
i know he used to it
but i also know he is waiting a day to come
when my mum can see his 优点
its not easy

心理测验

2008-09-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

lets do a 心理测验

你的幽默指數

幽默感在約會學中，算是必修的學分。而你--是不是懂得異性歡心的人呢?下面9個約會地點，你會選擇在哪裡和情人共渡良宵?職此可了解你的幽默指數喔!
1.湖畔
2.包廂
4.山頂
5.夜市
6.公園
7.遊樂場
8.咖啡屋
9.電影院
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解答：

選擇~湖畔~的朋友
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看樣子，那支鑽戒廣告已深植在你心中，你認為能在那樣幽靜的環境中和情人談心，才是最浪漫的事！嗯！不錯，你會是個體貼的好情人，但在那麼優美的環境中，勢必只能私語吧，因此在潛意識中，你是是個不喜歡熱鬧，相對地有些自閉的人哪！
幽默指數：６０％

選擇~包廂~的朋友
==============================
只要兩人能獨處的地方，你都會列作考慮的地點。不受打擾的兩世界固然甜蜜，但是如此一來，你就必須比別人多花一些心思，去豐富「節目」內容，否則長久下來，你的情人也許會感到有一些些無聊，可是又不敢跟你講！
幽默指數：４０％

選擇~山頂~的朋友
==============================
上山頂看夜景，沈醉在繽紛絢爛的燈光中，享受徐徐撫面的夜風，真是件令人心曠神怡的事！其本上，你的個性中有著熱情奔放，但外表上又故作冷酸內歛，當心憋久了會內傷！還是大膽的將心中的感受說出來，讓你的情人真正懂你的心！
幽默指數：５０％

選擇~夜市~的朋友
==============================
對愛情，你是個有些大而化之，又有些慢半拍的人，常常抱持著「只要我喜歡，有什麼不可以」的心態，對愛情的敏感度較差，不過，正因為你這獨樹一格的個性，反而容易吸引異性的注意，而你不經意流露的風趣，也常逗得他開懷大笑！
幽默指數：８０％

選擇~公園~的朋友
==============================
你有些懶A懶得花心思去構思約會的內容，也沒什麼危機感，總覺得「是你的就跑不掉」，經常會忽略了情人的心情，導致誤會產生。不行不行！從今天起你可要積極一點，這樣愛情才不會老是溜走哦！
幽默指數：１０％

選擇~遊樂場~的朋友
==============================
你的童心未泯，就是吸引人的重點，你愛好多采多姿的約會方法，希望讓情人天天開心。這樣的你具備了別人沒有的獨特氣質，就像是可親的好友，和你相處真是再自然不過了！
幽默指數：９０％

選擇~咖啡屋~的朋友
==============================
你有點「雅痞」，覺得愛情要用物質來襯托，卻忽略了真情才是無價，再多再名貴的禮物也比不上，況且，你若想知道對方對你的心意是否真摯，這該除去太多虛偽的包裝，讓愛自然包圍你們才是。
幽默指數：３０％

選擇~電影院~的朋友
==============================
該怎麼說你呢！平板無趣的都市生活已把你給同化了！約會和看電影，在你心中彷彿已畫上等號，好像不看電影，就不叫做約會！拜託！又不是上視聽教學課，老是讓銀幕上的主角當助教怎行？多動動腦筋，讓約會內容多些花樣吧！
幽默指數：２０％

from: psychologytest.blogspot.com

so is it accurate??
i have more have this ... :)

MenAr !

2008-09-03T02:52:00.007+08:00

Currently looking for a job
anyone if got Lobang
pls tag me
and tell me
THANKS!!!

I cut my hair
feel like ah mei now
haha...
opps! :

drama

2008-09-03T02:52:00.001+08:00

after 3 days of cold war
they are back together

so old liao still so childish
tout acting drama meh
if u were me
i think u will also think
" why my parents so drama ?"

Is all mothers alike??

2008-08-30T17:32:00.007+08:00

watch Money No Enough 2 on tuesday night
with my family at AMK hub
i did something really stupid
and i didnt know why i can make such a mistake
went online to book the ticket after coming home
from badminton session
happily booked the ticket without checking
happily went out without bringing the comfirmation slip
happily went there to show the person the visa card
to collect the tickets
and happily the person said
" sorry we have no record for this visa card"
and me and my brother stone at the counter
don know what to do
the persom ask for the reference no.
we didnt record down
LUCKILY!
there is this programmer there
he access to the system to check
by using my email address
and the result is
i HAPPILY booked orchard cathay
but not AMK hub one
but fortunately the person allow us to change
so we still able to make it
to watch the movie:)

now to the movie -
because the ticket thing
actually spoil my mood a bit
but i cried during some part
when the granny sons "throw" her into the
old folks home
when the sons "throw" her outside the toilet
looking at the granny
reminds me of my grandma
when she is still alive
she also move here and there
sometimes i felt that
is not the sons don want his mum
is the sons' wives who do not allow
but but
my grandma is fortunately
she die peacefully
because at her last breathe
her sons, duaghters, grandsons,grandduaghters
and all..
actually accompany her throught
" ah ma!! you are always alive in my heart..."

okie well
today is the last day of this
ghost festival month
a month i dislike the most
no ! is HATE the most
never a peaceful moment at home
life is so damn a SHIT at home
i can say its EVERYDAY
this whole month especially the
15th and the 16th and the last day
which is today...
suck the most
KNS!
scold scold scold..
i have to help my mum
to pack the incense paper into boxes
while coping my exams
i don mind
i really don mind studying later
but the thing i mind is
can she stop nagging
and give the house some peace
i mean if we are in wrong
its okie if u tell us
but not scold or SHOUT
like want the whole world to know
our house is having war
if she want to scold
scold once will do
don bring the whole lot history out
now is now
past is past
last time police wear shorts lor
irritating lei
everyday stay at home
really can drvie me mad
she keep saying this house
making her crazy
i know...i know she is very stress
but who not stress
WHO!
even the CEO in top company stress
they more stress
one mistake can coz them to lost a million
its the customer's fualt
why they like to complain this complain that
too little thing complain
too ex complain
but why when we put extra
or we calculate lesser YOU don complain
too little or we left out some
just call and tell us
don need to use
that kind of complain tone ma
do you know that
one complain can coz the whole house to turn
UPSIDEDOWN!
she can use divorce to threaten everyone in the house
or she can use commide sucide to make everyone
scared of her
BTH!!! haiz...
my life is screw by her
thanks to her
that my thinking is SO DAMN MATURE!
and thanks to her
today's blog damn long!!
haiz however
no matter what it is
who she is
she is my MOTHER
SO...i wont be like the sons in the movie
i will still take care of her
and my dad
if she reads this blog ar
i wanna tell her
mummy..
don worry we will bring u to old folks home
always worry worry is it because scared
we cant stand ur CHILDISH act?
we wont so cruel one..
fang xin!

溏心风暴

2008-08-23T01:41:00.008+08:00

Recently, watching Hong Kong drama
no! is always watching hong kong drama
no is specially watching this drama
Very nice!!
so i am going to introduce to
people who don really like to watching hong kong drama
This drama title is "溏心风暴2家好月圆"
act by Raymond Lam, Bosco Wong, Chen Fala and more
good casting good script
story reflect to some rich people life
like fighting for "money" :)

the relations...

or you can visit http://www.yepig.cn/
they have many drama and entertain show

Overseas Study Please

2008-08-14T17:05:00.003+08:00

Doing some research for overseas study

Friends who know me well

will know that going overseas to study is one of my dreams

checking out with overseas aviation school

most of the schools are in Australia

school fees range about SIN$60,000 - SIN$70,000

plus accommodations and daily expenses

i need bout SIN$200,000 in order to survive there

however, i will fulfil my dream no matter how long i take

or how hard i am going to work

i cant wait to leave this place

i think going oversea to study

is the best solution

and also the best excuse to leave

i want to depend on myself

but i really hope to get a chance to study outside singapore

get the chance to experince different environment

give a chance for myself to learn self independence

i know it is easy to just say

if i continue staying in this house

i will go mad and crazy

den i will lost all my interests.....

i want to fly as high

i am thinking ways to get money

one way is to try my luck

haha

buy 4D or ToTo

i know its not good gambling

but

try

hope

wish

pray

just let me strick

just a sum of money that enough for me

to go overseas to study

another way

is to work

i caculated

if i work part time while continue my diploma

then work full time after graduate

i need at least 10 year to earn SIN$200,000

by the time i m 30 years old

but if i still got the chance

i will still go

I WILL!!!

Happy Belated Birthday to my FISHBALL!!

2008-07-31T22:59:00.026+08:00

Fishball !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY............

had a wonderful day today

met fishball outside blk Q lecture hall

after my MARKETING TEST!

den took train wif maggie

she drop at amk

den me and fishball went to far east

we went to a hong kong cafe at far east

(forgot the name haha..)

we chat about our future!!

like family, friends and all nonsense la

den walk around trying to find a new bag

but cant find a bag that i like hee....
den we meet MEL to K song!!

so long nv K wif her liao

we sang our "主打歌"

some flash back ==>

we use to practise our 唱功 in my house

S.H.E .... we always must sing their song

MUST!!!! haha...even now

heard fishball open her golden mouth!!

she has a sweet voice when she sings....

sang all the way from 2pm - 7 pm

high all the way

den we meet the rest outside SAKURA restuarant

we have total of 13 people

cool right?

a huge GANG!

haha

Finally, the group photo!

after the celebration

me and mel we walk to far east to take bus

"这次的离别，不知何时再见！"

MEL ! must take care orh...

study hard and play hard too

hope we will meet soon!!!:(

Changes

2008-07-22T23:00:00.005+08:00

going to watch dark knight tomorrow
actually my mind still 放不下 my 2766 project
cause some not complete yet
but i wanna find excuse to take a breathe
so tired!!
this project really make a huge change
between my groupmates and clique
my groupmates have maggie and eileen
i can see their effort
and eventually we put in all our effort in this project
from we screw up our first presentation till
now teacher praise us for our imporovement
his words really gave us great 满足感
should one day post his pic here to show u all
haha......
fishball birthday coming!!
woohoo
but exams are drawing nearer too
sian!!

Speedyyyy

2008-07-13T02:29:00.020+08:00

Recently saw some cars i like ...haha

show you the CARS i like haha

my first choice :

Mitsubishi-Lancer Evolution

second choice:

Audi-TTS_Roadster

Third choice:

Peugeot-207 epure Concept

Last but not least:

Audi R8

anw..today doing project again..

elun came my house

IT2766

haiii... irritate me!!! feel like my white hair growing

more and more

den when to cuaseway point to have dinner

dinner = pizza hut

tried the new pizza...

so-so

haha...

Stuck

2008-07-02T00:51:00.003+08:00

in the middle of the night now
stuck in the middle so "irritating,stupid,difficult" project
since like so long nv update
so chen i m so "bored"
i will share what happen recently
on sunday
i went to qi's house to watch the EURO final
nan de i can go ppl's house to stay
I CANT GET TO SEE MY FAVOURITE PLAYER ON THE FIELD
haiii
tout that villa will recover
but...
nvm...SPAIN won!!
watching on the lappy and watching on a big plasma tv
big different..i can c torrus clearly when he kick the ball into the goalpole!
he kicked and don need to aim
a beautiful one
after watching haha
we when to jalan kayu have breakfast early in the morning bout 7
mao drive us there using qi's sis car
den we DRIVE to school after eating
cool man...hope by next year i can get my licence
den i can fetch my friends everywhere!!
so excited....

Father's Festival

2008-06-14T16:03:00.007+08:00

haha...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to Mr Goh!!!

News

2008-06-14T16:03:00.002+08:00

erm...coungh***
yeah hot and humid day
i cut my hair
and its shorter this time!
haha... and i like it a lot
best hair of all
although it was one week ago that i cut hair..
i wanna blog this up BECUASE
i want to tell my " friend " that
i cut my hair
shorter
i have a lot of thing to tell u " friend "
but no time
SAD*
i will find one day to meet u de
REALLY.....
hope u free too
and most of all i want to say something to
my gou qi ( due date in chinese haha...) "buddy"
" oi.. don busy dating lei haha... meet up soon okie?"
hope you see this..if see this ar...tag mi..to comfirm haha...
u are due date..BUT our friendship still like wine
even due date still smell nice
EEE...wat am i saying..haha
anw .. meet up soon!!! now holiday hor
haha...:)

Un-titled

2008-05-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

haha just feel like blogging
well, i am very good
can eat
can sleep
can talk
most importantly can LAUGH!!
happily studying my programe, machines and
blah blah blah
i can say that everyday
i am looking forward to go school
because my click is like
so happening
so amazing
so cool
really glad to know them
although they LOVE to TEASE me
but i know its not from their bottom of their heart
just simply for FUN
haha

NO TEMPER CLUB ROX!! haha..

Proud ??

2008-04-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

time really flies
its like just yesterday i got back my O levels results
got into poly
start my first year
and now
its my second year in poly
this proof that life is really short
sometimes i ask myself
have i did anything to make myself feel proud of??
if i didnt
then how can my parents feel proud of me??
this question
makes me feel so useless
however, this is life
life is an amazing 'thing'i can say
nobody know when a new story begin
so same...no one know when its end
the only thing is that if i fully use it
at least when i know my story end tomorrow
i can still bring something to heaven 'showing off'

wonderful off (tuesday)

2008-03-20T00:05:00.006+08:00

went to meet mel today at vivo
our original plan is to watch step up2 then 10,000 BC finally spiderwick the chronicles
but, i am late(as usual) i am so sorry
this time is the bus break down
and partly also i left the house quite late
anyway, we manage to watch 10,000BC and spiderwick
in the between of this 2 fantastic movies
we when to pacific cafe

(if i didnt spell/remember wrongly the name)
to have a cup of hot coffee and a piece of cheese cake..yam yam!!
we chit a chat there..talking bout our future and our next outing
we palnning to go overseas..maybe taiwan maybe genting??
actually this is one of our "dream" when we were in secondary school
we sitting at the very corner saying that we will go overseas trip tgt one day
i can remember..haha

oh oh oh..i got back my results
i PASSED!!! ALL..
heng ar...i worried for so long
lucky my praying to my grandma do works..haha

朱小姐，
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

1st working week

2008-03-13T00:22:00.003+08:00

start working already...
veri tiring..have to stand min 8 hours max 10 hours..omg..i can train myself to have mighty legs
after working my foot is like..omg...damn 酸...nv try this in my life before..
i need to work 3 more months to get my pay..i need money..i wan to buy many many tops and bottoms...and i want Ipod too....Ipod wo lai le!!!! haha...
erm..the people there..haha..speechless..i tout only like we youngster got that kind of think like -"hey..tt gal big mouth lei..don tok to her..later ar u kanna trouble" this is wat my auntie tell mi lei..so funny lar...auntie badmouth too..haha...
but the people there..overall okie lar.. got range from friendly to over-friendly..haha...
oh..so late liao..i better go report to lalaland..tml off..haha..so can stay in lalaland play longer..haha..i am talking crap!
and hor..i next week don noe when off..the auntie ask me to go home print the schedule then she bring home the schedule and now i don hav schedule don noe when i off next week..haha..she very funny hor...weird..wah i type so long..haha..nitez nitez!!

i passed

2008-03-08T01:07:00.004+08:00

I passed my basic theory !! haha..but i don think i going for my practical lesson yet.. something really unhappy happened to me recently..and this make me totally have no mood to do anything..just feel like running away..run to some place that no one know me.. a place where there is only laughter..hahahahohoho!! .. .. .. oh yah..found i job...starting to work on monday..
and yah..my best best pal birthday coming..hope to find one day and ask her out!! haha..."hey you there..if u c this..keep urself free hor..haha" i also will try to make myself free..coz long time didnt meet her..'die die also must meet'..since 31/12/2007 i think so...wah..so long lor..our last movie alien vs predator rite..haha..

My HOLIDAY

2008-02-27T22:32:00.010+08:00

Boring!!! so Boring...hate tis holiday..trying to look for a job..but..the job keep rejecting my coz working period too short..not i choozy okie! anw..my holidays just started..boring..but quite happening at the same time..haha..confusing rite?? nvm..

went to the airshow on saturday..amazing!! the planes there are like..WOW..especially the fighter jets..etc F-16 n F-22..when u look from the ground when it's flying..so tiny winy..but..its actually quite big..the stunts done by the jets are also very very..??don know how to describe the excitment i have tt day..haha..but the flying done by the airbus A380 quite funny..haha..i can say..it's fly "gracefully"...

currently nothing to do..so i actuclly addicted watching korean drama..just finish'My Girl' and now is watching 'Hello!My Lady' which is both act by the same actress name Lee Da Hae(if i didnt spelled wrong) she is really a great n pretty actress..the actors are also not bad..will introduce more interesting drama to all..after watching..hee..

website tt can watch dramas show and more..www.cruncyroll.com enjoy!!

CNY ..

2008-02-15T13:58:00.007+08:00

Chinese New Year

2008-02-09T13:37:00.002+08:00

It's the third day of Chinese New year
erm...it's a bit late now but..nvm...wish everyone a merry happy micky chinese new year!!!
hohoho....on the eve of chinese new year my relative came to my house for renion dinner...so happy...got lao yu shen...haha..den 1st of chinese new year we went to a few place cause my gugu they all went to china for holiday..so..quite boring lor for this chinese new year...n night went to watch CJ7 长江七号 haha...kk...gonna go....TO BE CONTINUE..

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

2008-01-04T19:20:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad!!!

Wish you stay happy and healthy forever!!!!

love yah...

Happy 2008

2008-01-01T16:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

had a wonderful 31/12/2007..the last day of 2007..welcoming a brand new 2008...woo hoo!!
went Singapore Plaza to watch AVP2 wif edmund,mel and mag...den after tt me n mag went to Clark Quay...hav dinner wif Jt, jian hua, leo, nic, zhen hao, fishball and jin shan...after dinner..chee fun join us and we went to marina there to squeeze and watch the fireworks countdown...okie lar..not bad lor..den wira came to meet mi the mag..den we went back to amk...well tts my last day of 2007...

i wish in 2008 i i will get more den i get in 2007...a happy n stressless 2008 ahead!!

thoughts

2007-12-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

Christmas coming!!
any christmas wish?
standing in front of the window, breath in the cooling air, everywhere are white, i see snow..
WAKE UP!! tis is singapore...come on man... day-dreamer!!
well...no christmas weather...no christmas tree..no christmas present..no nothing...
plain christmas...boring!!
erm...suddenly feel like blogging..but like don noe wat to post..
well...before christmas come..i wanna wish everyone...stay happy always!!
hooray...

"i wish u a merry christmas
i wish u a merry christmas
i wish u a merry chirstmas
and a happy new year! "

my 18th birthday...

2007-12-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to me!

Haiz.... birthday...actually the older i become...the more i will ask myself...
wat is the definition of birthday??
but nvm....i shall list my 18th birthday wish....

have a peaceful and wonderful family
people around me live happily..
my study can be very very good
get a driving licence
get a new mp3
buy many many many tshirt jeans shoes

and last...shhh...keep to myself

well....my 18th birthday is going to over soon...
this might be the least memorable birthday i have...
not becoz of friends...but some family matters...
but its alright...tis doesnt change my attitude towards life..
i m who i am...so i have the right to choose my path..
n i trust myself...i live for who i am...not others

oh yah......i wan to thankz all my friends who have msg mi!!
thankz a lot...hope next year...next next year...10 years...
more years...we still can keep contact....n my friends who bought me
havanas slipper!! thankz...love it!!
haha...

2007-12-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

some nice pictures to share

brainless

2007-12-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

how do u feel when a "brainless" person toking to u? "brainless" refer to somone to tok without using abit of common sense. suck rite?? "brainless" people often tok and hurt people feelings and left without notice... this kind of people is pointless toking to them...becoz.. they simply don understand the word "consideration"... another one will be "selfish" thinking he/she living in his/her own world....so irritatin!! sux... all he/she thinks is abouthimself/herself!! Come on look around u... open u eyes and c.. how big is the world...the world filled people make of fresh blood and flesh...not plastic or metal.. another last one is "naive".. so big liao...still act like a child...tok like nobody bussiness...

okie enough of scolding...

juz a bit piss off recently...very angry...very fustrated...very very very...irritated... feel like running away...run to a place with no anger no saddness no stress...a place filled with passion...love...smile..happiness...where?? where got tis kind of place!! where...if got i will pay anything price juz to leave tis "hell"....i will do anything...

amei concert!!

2007-11-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

just came back from s'pore indoor stadium... just finish watching a very potential concert.. its Amei star concert!! out of 10 stars...i will give 8.5....of coz cant be too generous...if free of charge i will give 12 out of 10...haha...jkjk..anyway...everything also need space for improvement ma...too much also cannot...she sang many songs...from 8pm to 1130pm....after singing so many fast tempo songs..she still can sings so well...she sang...songs like ... 听海，原来你什么都不想要，真实，如果你也听说，人质。。。etc... these are her slow songs....now the fast songs 姐妹，牵手，三天天夜，一个人跳舞 , bad boy etc... all nice nice songs...the whole concert is so DAMN high...nv waste my money buying the ticket... really worth watching....the whole indoor was fully pack...the spot light really make a great effect... i finally get to c her 'xiao bai' haha...omg...how can i describe her...she is really a potential 天后 to me....my IDOL!!! woo...hope she come back again...haha...oh..she cut off her hair..erm...i think its not bad...she still look so gorgoeus n so....有个性....Encore Encore Encore Encore....haha..woo woo....well fun is over...time to go lalaland ler....good night!!

photos from china!

2007-10-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS OF CHINA ....

sch reopen..

2007-10-25T11:40:00.000+08:00

my parents.. they jus came back after 12 days
trip to the west side of china
riding camels and horses... sound fun hor..
they brought back many photo
i think i need the whole day to finish looking
at all the photos they took

oh yea..long long time didnt update

anyway, last week school reopen erm..

feel some excitment coz the modules

are diff now more fun and more interesting

hope more 'easy' too...haha

iuhiugh

put upload same here to share..请尽己期代。
well...tts all i can say...

hgui

and also also..my cousin's wedding

1 oct 2007 at Regent Hotel
" Daniel Wong and Phyillis Mok"

the attractive groom and the gorgeous bride
quite 'high class' hotel... the food not bad..

the amosphere good!!
conclusion--i enjoy the whole process..

so sian!!

2007-09-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

bored to death...so boring!!! haiz...

movies...

2007-09-07T23:31:00.001+08:00

today went to town watch...1408

ratatouille

one word to describe : interesting!

celebrate

2007-08-29T01:51:00.000+08:00

TONIGHT I CELEBRATE MY LOVE

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

It seems the natural thing to do

Tonight no one's gonna find us

We'll leave the world behind us

When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

And hope that deep inside you feel it too

Tonight our spirits will be climbing

To the sky lit up with diamonds

When I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)

And that midnight song is gonna come shining through

DQWDE

Tonight there'll be no distance between us

What I want most to do Is to get close to you tonight
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And soon this old world will seem brand new

Tonight we will both discover

How friends turn into lovers

When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)

And that midnight song is gonna come shining through

feww

Tonight there'll be no distance between us

What I want most to do Is to get close to you

fdfe

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

2007-08-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

可不可以丁当

wdef

可不可以让我回到突然长大那一天

那一刻他的吻改变我的世界

可不可以这个夏天这些故事能永远

球场边界外线我们已越走越远

我可以划一个圈把自己关在里面

把回忆挡在外面却不能停止想念

在我的天空蔓延他有的善良和善变

我可以划一个圈当做是完美句点

还他自由的蓝天却不能停止想念

一幕幕甜美画面如果放弃了这一切

那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁

dqwde

可不可以让我练习心碎时候有想念

等着他已走远才能落下眼泪

可不可以让我消失在地平线这瞬间

哭过了冷却了起风了却不能飞

我可以划一个圈把自己关在里面

把回忆挡在外面却不能停止想念

在我的天空蔓延他有的善良和善变

我可以划一个圈当做是完美句点

还他自由的蓝天却不能停止想念

一幕幕甜美画面如果放弃了这一切

那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁

movies

2007-08-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

last week - Rush hour

this week - Cant tell the secret

national day

2007-08-09T12:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore !!

SECRET..

2007-08-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

真的是秘密吗？还是因为害怕所以逃避。。。

fishball bday!

2007-07-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

its fishball birthday today....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her!!

went to surprise her at Fish n co.

haha....and the staff there gave her

a birthday rap...so cute~~

its an successful surprise for her....

together wif jin shan, shu zhen, edmund, eugene,

maggie and me !! hee...well...we really having fun....

update..

2007-07-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

last friday went to have dinner wif my fren,yuru.

we went to this hong kong resturant, erh...

their food there are not so bad....price...

s0-s0 lor..not veri X also not veri cheap...haha!!!

den today..went to watch movie...Transformer!!!

watch with mel, jin shan,edmund,eugene and duane....

having a certain fun wif them...haha...

oh..mel went all the way to amk hub from her house..

i think by the time she reach home is veri late ler...

oh..yaya..i hav a quot to share:

" why ask who am i , people do change."

meaniful?? ya...people change...

when ur old classmate one day saw u on the street..

n ask..." hi...u lok familiar..who r u?"

are u going to introduce the new u? or the old u??

of coz...not the old u rite?? tts right!!

ppl change...tts y old classmate will say...

"hi....u look familir"

kboxing...

2007-06-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

today went veri early to do

our PD project wif eileen,

weiqi, maggie, michelle

and kit pin at amk mac..

den we do till bout two oclock....

den we went to kbox(upstairs one)

without kit pin coz she hav to go early....

haha....hav a lot of fun...especially when

we sung high high songs..we rock our

head around...haha...sing like mad...

shout not sing...haha....conclusion..

is we had lots of fun fun fun!!!

update!

2007-06-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

let mi update wat i have been doing -

9 june:went back to malaysia to attend

my cousin's wedding. Reach ipoh about

4 in the morning. didnt really slp during

the journey but i m realy excited. cos it

have been 8 years. omg... 8 years. the

days spend there is like damn "stress-

less" tis is wat i can describe.

12 june:went to watch wif peiying at

Cathay cine... nice!! veri nice!!

we went coffee bean tok tok first

den went for korean food... amaze

sia... den went to to watch movie...

tok many pis too..haha...

15 june:went for two days camp..

is a leadership camp... met friends

from different IT diploma.... had

great fun...got wet...tiring too!!ha....

Malaysia....

me and peiying...food and movie !!

formal day ...

2007-06-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

today have presentation....so excited !!!

have to wear formal.... haha...sound funny ....

formal?? not my type .... haha.... first formal

presentation....very excited !!

happy day..

2007-06-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday is eileen and jin shan bday!! during the 2 hr break mi, mag, wei qi and bday gar eileen...we went to amk hub fish n co. wow....cool...they hav bday rap and we hav great eating there....at noon went to marina square to celebrate jin shan bday....hav yuki yaki for dinner...den we hav a suprise for her...tt is chad!! haha...saw chad finally...haha

today morning met peiying..a fren hu i nv seen for so long...we went to gym...n also hav a very long conversation..

...!!...

2007-05-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

i change my study table finally !! so happy...now my room seems bigger and more comfortable ... haha ... more neat too! erh.... gonna cut my hair soon...i think gonna b half short n half not short .. .. haha... don noe wat talkin mi ..
anyway.... friday is jin shan's bday... might hav a group of ppl celebrating for her ... mayb a small 5n1 gathering .. haha .. smile!

BBQ...12/5/2007

2007-05-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

went for class bba at pasir ris last last sat(12/5) n its my first time having bba at pasir ris park...coz no pics n lazy too..to update..anyway..today gonna share my joy..haha..its FUN....our mentor is very friendly n is a joker too..haha...althought its its begin to rain when we reach there...but it doesnt affect our mood to party...haha...hav plenty of food n also fun...oh..so qio our pit beside soul's ( e superband) is the ar..malay guy's bday...Awin i think...happy bday to him..

my class : EI0707

spiderman 3

2007-05-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

went to watch spiderman 3 wif mel...hav great fun n laughter.. thankz mel !! haha...its really a great way to release stress after tokin to u...u rox !! i will nv forget u ... haha... most of all is tt...jia you for ur Os... heehee... oh ya...we when to hav delicous bite at TCC ...the tiramisu n wagdes n the wat..mint thingy tt mel hav...its nice !!

haha....tts all...hav a great day !

Labour Day !!

2007-05-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

Happy labour day... hahahehe...went to Bishan Park 1 to have lunch . its at the spa there one....western food !! delicious...best recommended !! can go try ... will uoload the pics tt i took there some days later... becoz i still lazy to put it into my com..haha...anyway Spiderman3 is in town now...cant wait to c him climbing the wall...some of my friends said tis time the movie is not up to expectation...but...i don care...i wan to watch .. ..
haha...

days without working !

2007-04-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

so boring ! ! days without working is like no money no fun at all ....onli study n study ...project n project .. nth much !! so stress ... seriously til now i do not understand wat my course is about is like ar..programming n programming ..lame !!! but really i hope to have great fun i tis course b ut really need to have lots of patience... or else i will throw the books all over my room !! so ERH !!! haha... but anyway..i really miss secondary school days n working days...money !! haha..
okie..tts all..:)

first day of school !!

2007-04-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

wow..so fast school open le ! first day of sch..pack with lecturing classes ..got innovation lecture , computing maths lecture and blah blah blah !! tired...one word to describe..tt is tired!! tout tt poly life will b filled wif interest n life..but like sian sian one..n from one class to the other class will cost me..some of my energy..n lecturer was like tokin n tokin..but i one word also don understand !!
anyway...i begin to like my tuitorial grp le...EI0707.. a great class !! hav enthu rep n assis rep .. haha... i really looking forward to spend the rest of my poly life wif them !! jia you ...

shopping !

2007-04-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

finally ! i bought the puma jacket i long wanted... bought at habourfront center.. after buying nth to do..went to watch The Reaping wif mel ... wooo...exciting movie...i kanna shock twince...really shock - jump up from my seat tt kind of shock ! haha..mayb becoz i too timid lar ! haha..Oh..yah..doughnuts..dey r delicious..mus try when u visit Vivocity !! n also a big thanks to the two guys hu return mel's phone to her ..."thankz ar !" haha..i can remember ur hair ..so Cute .. haha..

last day !

2007-04-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

finally my last day at work..kinda bu she de ! but..i choice..i hav to go back to sch..study is more important ! didnt cry a lot ... hold back my tears quite well .... i wan to leave wif a smile not wif tears ... haha .. tts me ! TMFT is really a great place to learn n gain experience ...really hope to work wif u guys again ... take care n c ya ! haha...

pics of mermories !!

2007-04-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

i am simply having lots of fun..will miss tis place a lot !!

happy v.s sad

2007-03-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

today went to give tuition.. my student is a primary 1 girl...a philipino ! cute..becoz she is still a kid so i need to b much more

patient.. she kept putting herself into her own world..n i was

like teaching myself instead of her...quite difficult !

i hope i nv get bored ! after giving tuition..i meet eugene..haha..

we went to hav korean cuisine for dinner..amazing...oh..delicious too..

however..my mood is still very bad...i felt sad..becoz

i m leaving my working place soon...i told myself ' i came here

to work not to put in my feelings' but i cant...i put in my

feelings and now i cant take it out...i hate tis feelings..

its like...pushing me to do sth i don wan to do but

i hav to do ! i love studying...but i like to work too..

i m in a dilemma ! ! sian diao .....

boring..

2007-03-17T13:09:00.000+08:00

bored...coz today off...nth to do at home !! haha...my cousin came out from malaysia yesterday she came to work here..will be staying in my house for a time being ! quite happy becoz i have a accomapny...hooray !

cable cars..

2007-03-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

hooray...today took cable car.. from habourfront to jewel den to sentosa den to habourfront again...pro rite !!thanks to Brian...haha...

sian...

2007-03-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

working so sian..walking around the arrival hall
waiting for passagers to complain.. lame rite?

haha...but like tt $$$ go into my pocket also not bad la..

haha..nvm...3 more weeks to go...yuppie!! i juz need $$$...

mi n jo veri sian..so start to take pics looor...haha

trip to sentosa !

2007-02-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

off off off...today i off !! went to Sentosa wif mel

went in there den we take a tram travel around

the place..happy liao den we went to meet Brianfor more

info about a job....haha...den the fun part

came we went to take the luge n skyride..2 in1 price

we took the luge down the hill den the skyride up

we also visit the flower garden..so beautiful
so exciting !! we hav a great fun...

ikea fans..

2007-02-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

today is the day my parents back from Hong Kong..

haha..early in the morning went to IKEA to have breakfast

den at night went there for dinner wif my cousins..

wat an IKEA fan !! anyway the food there are nice..

tis is the breakfast..pancake wif boiled egg!

dinnner : chicken chop wif smashed potatos

and their famous meat balls..nice!

my leave

2007-02-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch 'NORBIT' actually tis show...

average only.. not really can make ppl laugh a lot...

so i give 2 and half stars out if 5 !! haha....

ts an expected ending anyway !

went shopping too...spend quite a sum of money!!

the stuff mainly is not for me..haha..c i so generous !!
haha....i also ate a cone of Ben and Jerry ice cream!!

tempted for tt..haha..cannot blame lar..haha